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I don’t know what to do. I can’t even begin to write down everything because I don’t care enough. Marc, your hurting me. You’re so busy all the time. I haven’t seen you in weeks, k feel like I’m dating a stranger. I don’t know you anymore. And I care so much about you, I can’t break up with you cause I don’t want to be that hurt that destroys you. But at the same time, I’m in a dark place because of this relationship. I cry myself to sleep ever night. And as much as I hate to say it, I feel like there’s someone else better out there. I know I deserve better, I know you don’t deserve me. But I can’t hurt you. Yet, the amount that your hurting me, killing me, darkening me, making my mental health struggle, I feel like breaking out is the only option. I didn’t give up on us. You did. I’m sorry, but you take me for granted and I need to end this. Please don’t hate me, I just have to do what I have to do, or else the only other way out of this is death.