I don't know where my thoughts are and what to do. Sometimes it feels like she really loves me, that I'm everything for her but sometimes like she doesn't care about how I feel and then like she is cheating on me. Is it just me, are my trust issues messing with me? I feel so terrible for not believing in her honesty sometimes, I even find myself wishing that I would finally find a real clue of her having someone else. Just to get over the pain and sleepless nights this has been causing me for weeks. Is there even anyone that experiences similar? I feel loved and lonely at the same time, like having everything and nothing. She is everything I ever needed and I feel so immensely dumb as I'm about to throw it all away if these thoughts won't stop.

2 years ago

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