I hate how there’s never time for me. I always try to please others but there’s never enough time for someone to be proud of me. For someone to notice that I am trying my best and that so far I’m doing pretty damn good. But no, everyone just has to comment on how I’m not enough. All the faults I have. But maybe I already notice them. Maybe I deal with them every single day and try my damn best. Maybe for fucking once in your life you could just say good job. Maybe tell me that you’re proud? Maybe show up and actually be there for me rather than lying and not being here. You call yourself a good person but we all know you’re lying. Next time, try to be in someone’s life before it’s too late. Because for me, it’s too fucking late.

1 year ago

are you referring to a parent or a relationship partner/spouse? friend? depending on the relationship with the person you're referring to changes things.. dont end your own life short because one of your parents sucked at being a parent. im really sorry if thats the case, but its definitely not too late for YOU. its too late for THEM to be a part of YOUR life you still have in front of you. dont make the same mistakes they did. if its a bf/gf/spouse, you can never give another human being enough power over you that if they leave your life, your life leaves with them. never let anybody in that close. im sorry this person was so neglectful and hurtful to you and that you can get through this

1 year ago