Late Night Thoughts

Three days ago was my birthday. I turned 50, and then realized I'd been sexually active for 47 years. And then I packed a bowl, and soaked in a bubble bath for about an hour. I felt a bit better, but WTF!?! I've done the work and, day to day, I'm in a good place with my mental health. But every once in a while, a moment like that hits you and *Blam!* So I'm sending this into the void and letting it go. ... until the next time.