I have a eating disorder after every meal I throw up and I hate myself for it. When I first started my eating disorder i was just eating 1 apple a day for 2 weeks and I was 13 I lost a lot of weight from that I still wasn’t happy so I just binged and purged then I stopped for 6 months bc I was happy with myself but then I met this boy and I love him and he loves me and he brought up how fat ppl are disgusting so I didn’t want to become fat so I started binging and purging again - I know it’s disgusting but it makes me feel better
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