It’s so exhausting being the happy person. Whenever I’m feeling down I hide it and tell everyone I’m okay and that’s the me every body knows, the one who doesn’t stop smiling and is always happy no matter what. I don’t show my real self because I don’t want people to feel like they have to help me, they have their own problems and I shouldn’t put mine on them. I just want to cry sometimes but I don’t want anyone to see the never ending pit of self doubt and sadness that lives inside me. I don’t think I’ll ever be truly happy. Alexander P.
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