I would like a pill to sleep for 10 years

Sometimes I feel like I am just inventing problems in my life. I didn't except my mental health will be such an issue. I used to say that depression was easy to deal with. I used to be the kind of person who told "just go for a walk" or "when you want, you can". And now I am here, dealing with some problems that I don't have. I am making my life so complicated I used to be so sure about everything, so confident, so powerful. And now I just want to be 17 again. Life was so much easier.