jesus fuck i want to die but i can’t yk FUCK i seriously cannot take it anymore but there’s no way out i’m about to run away and get hit by a train or something i just need to disappear and why do i still love my mom and care for her so much she’s abused me my whole life and i still love her i’ve never told anyone all the things she’s done to me about to put up an ebay ad for someone to pick me up when i turn 18