I am so fucking terrified of spiders. Like it’s not even a fear or childish it’s literally a phobia that has ruined my fucking life. I cant go to the bathroom I can’t take a shower because I’ve seen massive ones in there and I just get reminded. I start sweating I have a panic attack and images keep coming in my mind. I have no fucking idea how I’m gonna grow up and live myself and kill a insect in the house. I physically can’t go near an ant Nevermind getting a tissue and squashing a massive spider. I have no fucking idea what to do and I’m like 14 years old so it’s not like I can go “see my GP” or go to a fucking therapist.

2 years ago

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