I want to die but am too much of a coward to actually do it. I wish my husband hadn't moved on with someone else 6 weeks after walking out. He has left me feeling like I am worthless. Like I'm poison seeping into everything and everyone and destroying them. I feel like I ruined his life just my being here. I thought we were each others one. Everyone would say they'd never seen two people more meant to be. I am hurt and confused. I am full of self loathing. I want him back desperately even though he is in love with someone else. I have no self respect or dignity. I am a mess. I am selfish and disgusting. I don't deserve to breath air. I want to die.

2 years ago

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