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I hate myself. My life only has one purpose. To make things easier for others. Nobody actually cares about me its just what I can do for them or provide for them. But me? Nah I'm just that trash human that makes it so others don't have to do certain things. I really wish I had died in Iraq. Instead I got ptsd and depression and a broken body. Dick don't get hard anymore and I just turned 37. Wife wants an open relationship now because I can't perform in bed. She told me last night. Right now she's at "a friend from work's place watching a movie". Yeah right. She's fucking some other guy right now and I'm writing all this anonymously. That's how much of a worthless piece of shit I am. I really want to die I can't take this much longer