I need to get this off my chest. I feel like dying all the time but I'm scared to. My mom yells at me for the silliest things. One time I spilled water on the counter and she yelled at me even though I cleaned it up. And another time she was mad at me and she grabbed my wrist very hard. I struggled to make her let go. She finally let go. I fell onto the door hitting my head. It hurt very badly but my mom said "stop being a baby you asshole" And walked off. Also, another time I came home 10 minutes after curfew. She got very very mad and she didn't let me eat at all the next day. I confronted her about it saying the human body needs food but she shrugged and said, "you need to lose weight anyway." I cry into my pillow almost every night. I tell myself that I will be okay and i am just being dramatic. I stop crying for a second but usually keep crying. And when I cry I silent it, I don't want people to know I am this way I don't want people to feel bad for me. I just want to be treated normal. I want to tell someone but I am scared to because I told my sister and she said I was dramatic. I don't want to be judged so I am doing this anonymously. But I need some advice on what to do. Sincerely, a 14 and a half year old who is fucking stupid and fat :)

2 years ago

despite what your sister says, you are not being dramatic and this is not what a healthy household and family looks like. you are not stupid and just because you are fat doesn't mean you are any less deserving of love and a normal life. your mom is being emotionally/verbally abusive if not physically abusive as well, and if this continues and gets even more extreme and out of hand, then please find someone you can trust (ideally an adult) and tell them about it

1 year ago