I've had enough. I am strong and resilient and I have tried and kept going and going and going. I am alive because of my kids but they do not know what I am going through. To my friends I am the strong one, the one who listens to then when they are anxious or upset. I don't talk about me I need to be strong for them. I have had enough of always being the strong one. But I can't let them down. I have my own problems that I have to deal with and they are huge! For me I am better off dead. I have tried my best and always treated people with kindness and honesty. I treat people how I would like to be treated but it is never reciprocal and I end up shooting myself in the foot. I am always the bad person and I have no fight left in me. I have had enough!
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