I'm worried I will never have a satisfactory romantic relationship because when I fantasize about romance, I imagine myself as both the people involved. I've dated before and haven't found it satisfactory. Switching roles hasn't worked because neither of us can get fully into each role when we know we'll be changing it up later. I don't mean sexual roles, to be clear, but like... relationship roles, I guess. The sex is fine. Sometimes I think I'd be fine staying single forever, and that would definitely solve this problem, but other times I'm pretty sure I'd get very lonely in the end. But trying to compromise and "settle" for playing just one part hasn't made me happy. I don't know.

2 years ago

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