You left me without a good enough reason. You never gave me closure and you told me I would never get it. Not giving me the closure I needed and deserved, was the reason why it took me so long to get over you. I still don't have that closure but I'm over you. Fully. I've thrown out everything I've ever received from you, except the things I don't associate with you anymore. I've moved on. I have genuine feelings for someone, after 9 months. And you know this too. That's why you're no longer friends with me. I'm happy. The least you can do is be happy for me too, like I was when you told me you had feelings for someone. Especially after everything you've put me though. I was so emotionally damaged after you left. You told me you loved me but I don't think you ignore the people you love for weeks on end. I did everything I could to make you happy. I would of given up my own happiness for you. I gave you so many chances and each time you just let me down. You lead me on. You messed with my feelings and hurt me all because you weren't sure of your own. Our relationship shouldn't of lasted that long. I was just too attached. I'm not going to sit here and say that I never had feelings for you because what I felt that night was real I don't know what it was but it was something, not love anyway. We never loved each other. It was too toxic. We depended on each other for too much. I'm mad at myself for letting it affect me for so long. 9 fucking months. I'm glad it happened. It taught me a lot. I'm better now. I don't rush into things. I'm taking my time with this person. I don't want to make the same mistake twice. Fuck you.

1 year ago

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