Its so stressful- social media- I have a platform with 40k followers. It all happened so fast- my original goal was 10k. That's all I ever wanted. I was happy with that. I take these breaks that last up to over a month without posting. I feel too pressured to post anything in case people don't like it and they unfollow, but because I don't post I lose followers. Even if I do manage to post, it doesn't do well. Yet so many other people I know just post a video of them standing there and boom- over 5k likes. I never wanted this many. I can't take it. I don't want to abandon my account but I can't deal with this. I hate talking about how many followers I have to people because not many of the people around me have that many so it feels like I'm bragging. I hate this. I hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it.

2 years ago

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