I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of failing school and I think of myself as a waste of space, a burden to others. I don't like talking to people because you never know what they'll think about you afterwards. What happens if you mess up in front of them? I lash out at others but I don't mean it I'm just scared and tired. I hate life and I would kms if I weren't so scared to, I'm exhausted.