I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of failing school and I think of myself as a waste of space, a burden to others. I don't like talking to people because you never know what they'll think about you afterwards. What happens if you mess up in front of them? I lash out at others but I don't mean it I'm just scared and tired. I hate life and I would kms if I weren't so scared to, I'm exhausted.

2 years ago

yeah life is tiring and hard, and I'm afraid of failing and the future too :\ I know it's only human to make mistakes and the point is to get back up and try again after we fail, but it doesn't make it any easier - I wish there was a way to know whether I'd be successful or not or what the future holds, but nothing in life is certain, whether it's about the future or when it comes to people. I hope you can find people though who accept you and know how to forgive when you mess up (and that you can accept and forgive them when they mess up in return) - they are few and far between.

2 years ago