I want to die but am too afraid to die. It's like I'm just in this gray area where I really want to not be here anymore but I am also terrified of not being here anymore. It's exhausting. I feel terrible everyday and nobody knows I'm suffering. Sometimes I just wish I wouldn't wake up in the morning. That would be so simple and all my pain could finally stop. How am I supposed to let myself stop feeling this pain if I am too scared to stop it?
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