Why do I always regret every decision I make. I always think about the past and it drives me insane. Now whenever I have to make a major decision, I always overthink it and I don’t even sleep for days since it keeps me up at night. I don’t trust myself to even make the smallest of decisions. Always feeling regret makes my chest feel heavy and my head hurts. I made a horrible decision regarding my course which isn’t a big deal but I hate it and I can’t do anything about it. I think I just ruined my whole future because I don’t know how to think before I decide on things like these. This summer has been rough and it left me with so much anxiety and suicidal thoughts. The littlest of things makes me anxious for days and I wish all of this will stop. Why is the outcome always like this? I try so hard to do everything right but it just ends up going wrong before I even try. I want to just run away somewhere far, but for now I think I just have to learn how to suck it up and deal with consequences of my poor decision making skills haha
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