FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. I started talking to this girl and we clicked immediately. We've been talking every chance we get. My last crush was three years ago. My first and only relationship was extremely abusive and ever since I've been terrified of romantic feelings or romance in general. I can't even tell the difference between platonic or romantic feelings and I'm freaking out over it. Is this a crush?? Is it not?? What am I feeling?? WHY am I feeling like this?? I'm not ready. I'm not ready to have a crush. I'm not ready to feel romantic feelings. I'm scared.

2 years ago

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