This isn’t right lol. I’ve gone a full week without something shitty happening and not feeling severely depressed. Every day, something as would happen. Be it as little as me leaving my wallet at home, to getting caught in traffic, to getting fired. Something like that happens just about every day to me. Why? Why the feeling one would call joy doesn’t even feel good now, it just feels weird. It’s like your first time jacking off, it just feels weird. Like can somebody break into my house and steal my tv or something. This is not how things are meant to be.

1 year ago

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