I enlisted about six months ago. Just got orders overseas. Started dating a girl I used to talk to about a month before I left for boot. Problem is, she wants to get married. I would like to aswell, but I have trust issues, fueled by my constant self doubt, hatred and depression. I left my home to make a better man out of myself. I’ve kicked a lot of bad habits to get where I am today but I still haven’t changed on the inside. I still feel empty. I don’t have the satisfaction I thought I’d get from enlisting. Hopefully these feelings subside or war with China kicks off. Either would suffice. Anyways. Another day, Another dollar. Time to get in formation.

2 years ago

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