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I lied about being sexually assaulted when I was younger. I lied about my age to people and it caused me to mature faster. I have a lying problem and cant remember a time where I didn't have one. I also can't remember anything. I remember certain things, but the same memories play in a loop over and over in my head. I always feel guilty, permanently, it's like I'll always have a heavy weight on my chest until the day I die. Anyways I guess this is my confession. I've never said this shit out loud lol