Why does living hurt so much? Why does loving hurt so much? Is it supposed to hurt so much? I'm feeling terrible, broken, like having everything and nothing at the same time. I don't know if the relationship I'm in for almost six month is right, trust issues try to find the smallest things about what could be wrong here, that she has someone else although she always tell me how much she loves me and I'm the only one for her. But she has people saved with hearts in the contacts name, wished someone a happy new year that she might have written a " I love you <3 " once. They could be family members, friends and her ex. I'm to scared to ask and not sound completely strange. I don't know if she sees me as who I am, nonbinary, or as her type, girls. I don't if she really supports my transition. She is very dependent of me and is going through a deep depression right now. I don't know if I can't help her, if I can handle it. I'm going through depression too and am afraid of telling her. Don't know if I can continue anymore.

2 years ago

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