yesterday i figured out i'm pregnant and not by my boyfriend. i know this is an awful thing that i did but i am human and made a mistake in life. i'm just turning 18 in a week and i was supposed to move in with my boyfriend at that time. i had to tell him the truth and somehow someway he actually loves me enough to forgive me and be there for me. but i feel so much guilt in my heart because i know i truly hurt him so bad. everytime i speak to him my heart aches and it's getting to where i barely can and that's not because i don't want to but i'm mentally and physically exhausted. i can feel myself shutting down and going numb to the world. i just feel like i'm gonna give up soon because it's becoming too much to bare
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