feelings

my boyfriend and i have been dating for 5 months, and neither of us have confessed our feelings for each other yet. i have asked myself "do i love him?" many times, but then my mind wanders and i never end up answering it. i don't know if i do this because i don't know what "love" is, or,,,, i am just waiting for the time to come where it feels right in my heart to say those feelings out loud. either way, it feels like these months keep passing by, and i am scared there will never be a moment where we do say those 3 words. i guess i don't really know if i will ever get the chance to admit my love for him, because i honestly don't even know what my heart is telling me right now. he makes me feel super happy and gives me all sorts of feelings i've never felt before, so i don't know why i keep asking myself the things i do. ugh.