I wish I could tell you the truth. Instead I pretend like I never liked you. Hanging out with you was the happiest I've ever been. Kissing you was perfect. With you I could be brave. I'm sorry I pushed you away. I'm sorry I ruined everything. Depression made me ruin everything that was good. I wish I could fix it but I'm scared. It's been so long and you're happy with out me now. Now if I do nothing only I am hurt. If I do something other peoples feelings will be involved. I guess I'd rather risk my own happiness than to risk anyone elses. I will love you forever.
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