I don't understand why it's so hard for me to have a friend. I feel so lonely, and so lonely I've had to resort to this to get my feelings out. I cried myself to sleep the other night and I had a mini-breakdown yesterday. I'm so scared that they'll see me as a charity case or if they feel obligated to be nice, but they don't actually like me. They find me annoying and boring. I just want someone to have fun with and be able to talk to if I need them. I'm so stressed about school too I have my math final on Thursday and I haven't studied a lot. This is painful. I need help.
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