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i'm 19. I hate the way I live my life. My father is a wonderful person; he is the best brother, son, husband, and, oh, how I wish I could say, father. I didn't spend much time with my father as a child, and I used to think he was a hero.He was never a hero; it's just that my mother was very good at hiding it. I really want to tell my father how I feel about him, like how angry I am at him, but I know whatever I say to him, he won't understand.And I'm afraid what if I tell him everything I want, then what if he dies and I'll have to live with regret.