A message to the guy that broke my heart: I wish I never met you I’d rather live out my whole life not knowing you than feel the pain you caused me. Instead now I have to live with the trust and intimacy issues you’ve given me. I just would like to know who broke you? And at what point did you lose all respect for me and forget that I’m a person with real thoughts and feelings? You hide behind big smiles and funny jokes when In reality you’re selfish and a coward. And I hate myself because I’m still not over it when I should be, I just find it so hard to believe that the night before you were acting like you were in love with me and then the day of when we said ‘see ya later’ I just knew that that was it. I think it hurts the most to see that it meant nothing to you, that I was nothing to you, when to me it was so much more. Why wasn’t I enough? What was wrong with me? What did I do or say? I will never know, but I do know that my life was great before you and eventually it’ll be great again after. Just wait for my glow up.

2 years ago

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