why has today been so hard? i feel even more alone than i did yesterday. My depression is so bad and i don't want anyone knowing because i know that no one actually cares or if i do actually open up to someone they will leave me like everyone else. I feel like a wave keeps crashing on me and when i try to catch my breath another wave comes and hits me even harder, a bigger wave comes and hits me even harder. I feel like at this point, i don't want to keep swimming. I don't want to keep fighting. I just want to go under and never come back up. And the worse part is, i am okay with that; iv'e come to terms with it.

2 years ago

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