I literally have no clue what I'm doing. I don't have good grades. I don't have many friends. I have a goal that I probably won't reach. I try and talk to my mum and dad but they just won't listen to me and it's the same with my friends. I don't know who to turn to. I'm bisexual and my friends are pan and I always feel like I should just identify as pan to fit in but I don't want to be something that I'm not. Im trying so hard to try and fit in and not be the bum of the group but I just am, I literally can't help it. I love films and I've always wanted to be a director one day, but I'm pretty sure I'm never going to get there in life. I've told my parents and my friends and I'm pretty sure they all think I won't be able to do it. They all think I'm really dumb and have nothing really going for me, and I'm afraid that they're right. I don't want to work a 9-5 job and have kids, I want to make films and inspire others to do that aswell, but they just see me as a joke, and I don't want to be a joke anymore.
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