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I’m in love with the hyper religious straight girl even thought I’m already in a gay relationship. My partner right now is pretty, but they’re quite manipulative, pessimistic and honestly just not making wise decisions. The girl I like is so kind and gentle, just like I’ve always wanted in someone and she has such a good heart and I admire that so much. She’s gorgeous as well inside and out. I feel trapped because I know for a fact that my current partner would kill themselves if I broke up with them. I feel responsible for all of their mental health and I just can’t handle it. It’s frustrating that I finally got to the point where I could healthy cope with my depression, but now I have to deal with someone else’s who accepts no help as well. I can’t vent to anyone about this, because I’ll just get yelled at for mentally cheating on my partner. I don’t know what to do. :(