i dont want to die but i dont want to live, why cant i be like my brother? im 15 and hes already in 9th grade and he is 13, im still stuck in 7th grade because i was too sad to do anything, still am, im so dumb, i dint have any money, barely any clothes left, i dont eat, my mother emotionally abuses me and brings up all my past trauma in fights, and calls be a crybaby for crying about it, i dont like pain but recently ive been self harming with rubber bands, i cant handle knifes because i dont like too much pain, exactly why i dont want to die, but i dont want to live :)

1 year ago

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