Well here we go again. It's that time of this vicious cycle of ups and downs, not of life but with moods and anxieties. Chaos seems to be raining down on me, like as if the world is at a spin. Thoughts, words, mental images, emotions, wants and an array of confusion. It's so hard to focus, to be attentive to something and make mindful decisions. I am at a loss as to what to do first, how to handle simple tasks. Each thing i do begins with a sigh like as if it's an insurmountable task when really it's a simple one. It feels overwhelming inside but when i look around things are as they are. I do know for a fact that this is temporary, it's a fleeting phase that will soon fix itself but being here at this moment feels uneasy. I am looking forward for to get pass this mountain and be on my way again and that makes me thankful for time. The ticking of seconds is a tiny step to more forward, further away from this rut.

1 year ago

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