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I need to throw up randomly but when i’m eating i don’t need to and after i’ll need to throw up. i get random pains, my brother hurts me and says “NO I DIDN’T” after i tell. my mom and dad are scary, my mom will say “your dad is just him”. i think i’m sleep deprived and i don’t sleep a lot, i shake a lot even when not cold. and one question: Is this life? i’m also 10-16