Trigger warning of Sexual Assault, depression, suicide and self harm. In 2019, I was sexually assaulted. I’ve only told a handful of people, and it’s hard. But I want to talk to someone who’s actually been through the same thing as me. I want to talk to someone around my age who has been sexually assaulted like I have, who has depression, like I do, that used to/still does self harm, like I used to. The mental health support where I’m from is absolute garbage, and I kid you not, the doctors don’t even care. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve been to the ER because I was going to off myself and they just sent me home. God, I wish someone would just take me seriously. I feel so alone, and like the world is crashing around me. I’m always there for people because I know the support where I’m from sucks, but the problem is that they’re never there for me in return. Hell, I’m even my mom’s unofficial therapist. I can’t do this shit anymore. But I fake a stupid smile, and shove all my feelings down. I hate my life, I hate it!

2 years ago

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