I hate the world I want to kill myself at this point The only thing that's stopping me is my love and respect for the ones I love. I don't want to hurt them. But I hate this world. I am incapable of trusting people anymore. I've given hope on finding love. I'm scared of the future of this world. Everyone is always so angry and violent and backstabbing and untrustworthy. My mental health has been declining for half a decade now and I don't know if I can handle it any longer. I might end up harming myself at this point. I ended up hating myself and everything around me. The only thing I still love and care about are my parents. They deserve better. I want the pain to stop I'm desperate to get these feelings out. All I want in life is to find happiness but I don't think I'll be able to do so. I don't have the money to afford a therapist so I'm stuck in this hell forever. I'm surprised I haven't drowned myself in alcohol and drugs yet. It's because I respect my parents too much to do so. Help me I need help please

3 years ago

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