I’ve come to a point in life where I just can’t take it anymore... I’m so young, only in middle school, but I simply just don’t care about anything anymore. I feel as if I’m putting up this huge facade and I wish I would stop. I wish I could tell someone, but I don’t know how. I’ve just completely given up on everything. I’m always stuck at home, not even completing my schoolwork (online). I’m just so tired dude. And I keep thinking about death. What happens when we die? Why are we so afraid of it when it’s inevitable? I wish I had someone to talk to or love.. but we’re all going to die someday and it scares me. I wish I could talk to my parents. They’re not bad people and I love them so much, but they just don’t understand. They won’t leave me alone . No, I don’t care about my room, no I don’t care a bout the dog please just leave me alone. I don’t want to go to highschool. I don’t want to go to college. I don’t want to have a 9-5 job. I don’t want to do anything. I wish I could travel the world with someone. Forever. I wish I were immortal with someone. I’m tired dude... the worst part is, there’s no reason for me to feel this way. I’m American, and I already have so much privilege living here. My parents are divorced, and we’re about lower middle class, but there’s stuff so much worse in this world. I don’t know.. I just want to jump. Thanks for reading

2 years ago

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