I’ve lost 95% of myself and I’m afraid that I can’t get her back. Constantly staring at my reflection and can only see what I’m lacking. Screaming and crying kicking and laughing who am I? Shards of broken glass that have been used to gut me of all things that made me feel sane.. or normal. Surrounded by people who love but can’t get to know the real me because honestly I don’t even know who that is. I am broken and tired but how can that be when all I want is to live. I’ve prayed for god to take me in my sleep but I awake and there’s still a heart beat meaning I have to keep going.

2 years ago

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