I’ve slowly watched my life have its ups and downs and i’m at a down again. School starts tomorrow. Im riddled with anxiety. I know it’s a cliché thing to say but I have no one to sit with at lunch. I’m working on my college applications and the only reason I haven’t finished them is because i’m scared I will get rejected. Life keeps moving forwards but I stay in the same place as always. Scared and alone. I’m worried I’ll never find myself in a state of complete content. All I want is to be happy and all I do is get hurt. How is life fair? It isn’t. I always seem to get the rough end of things. I just want my life to skip ahead to the good parts. The parts without hurt. Is that too much to ask for?

1 year ago

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