my best friend sent me a message about how much they hated me, hated my texts, etc. when i saw it, i didn’t react seriously and just joked around. they left me on seen for hours and the fact that they actually do hate me just slowly dawned on me. but i don’t feel anything. i felt hurt that they hated me, but i wasn’t sad, nor was i happy. i don’t know what to feel anymore, am i in the wrong? is it bad that i expected this to happen and just let them go that easily? i wanna feel something but the more i try the more i distance myself from the fact that we were ever friends.