I'm going to be completely open here since this is unnamed. I have a boyfriend. His name is Enzo. (Enzo was born as a female but recently has come out as genderfluid and now goes by he/him) We met almost 9 months ago and fell in complete and utter love and bliss with each other. Now, my mom didn't accept this because she's not the best, and forbids me to see him. I have no phone. I am writing this on my school computer. The only way I can contact Enzo is by email/Pinterest, that's all. My email is a private one I made on my own without my mom knowing, and my mom doesn't know I found Pinterest on the desktop version and have been using that. But anyways, Enzo and I still talked whenever we could. We couldn't see each other often, in fact, we had to sneak out at midnight to see each other during the summer and luckily made time to see each other during school. We still saw each other! We just didn't get to talk as much as other couples do. We both have mental disabilities and have been helping each other through it, but 2 days ago, Enzo sent an email saying that he was sorry for everything. I tried messaging him back, but he hasn't responded. He still hasn't. I tried messaging all the friends him and I shared and they haven't gotten back to me, either. I had my best friend make sure my email wasn't broken or anything, and it was fine, so I don't know why Enzo's not talking to me. I miss him. I don't know if he killed himself or went to a mental hospital (He already went there once) but either way, I'm scared. I've never felt this way about anyone, and I don't know what to do without him. I just need some comfort... From all of this, does anyone have an idea of why Enzo isn't messaging me? Is there any hope left?

1 year ago

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