Hating Myself

I hate myself. God I hate how when I smile My eyes go into a moon like shape it's ugly. I hate my lips they're so big it's stupid. Hate my eyebrows theyre just strange. I hate my chin the most it's so bad. I wish I had a hair line. Wish I had a Skinner body. God why can I just lose weight. Wish I had normal brain. Wish I had a family I can come out to. Wish I was so much prettier. I know I'm the ugly best friend. I want to do good but I can't. Everything I do is wrong. It's hurts. I know my crush won't like me already and I didn't even meet the guy. I'm not funny I'm too ugly I'm stupid. Life not fair. I have no confidence in anything I do.