Today is my friend's birthday and I hate how jealous I am of him. He has two amazing partners who adore him, he's a talented artist and writer, and people love him. I know he has his own trauma and problems, but still. I'd give anything for even half of that talent, that affection, and that popularity. I don't allow it to affect how I treat him, but it still hurts. He's such a great friend and I wish I could feel more positively about myself instead of negative about him. I'm afraid that I'll never experience reciprocal love and will continue to be a loser who lives alone with her parents.

2 years ago

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