I just csnt stand school I know it might be petty but all because of school I just want to die like I messed up my gcse picks, there's too much homework, I cant stop playing on my xbox it's just the only thing that brings me happiness I have no motivation for anything else I wish I was dead I wish I...show more

14 days ago

I know you mentioned not wanting to tell anyone but getting professional help will be much better, they are trained to help people who might be like you and they'll make things better. On the relationship with you and the girl, I think that if not telling her how you feel is not harming you then you don't have to.

13 days ago