Its not that I feel obligated to have a male companion, its that I hate being alone. Tonight I watched the movie clueless, and the relationship between Cher and josh just made my feel stupid pathetic. Im 17 and never even held hands with a guy. I know I have a lot more time to live (well in retrospect), but doesn't mean I don't desire the affection. I want someone to hold me when I feel empty, pull all-nighters with me as we talk about every little thing that has been eating away at our minds, someone who can simply make me feel loved and comfortable in a room were these emotions seem untouchable.

2 years ago

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