an apology note: im sorry for what happened. im sorry for not talking to you. im sorry for shutting you out because I was scared we were moving too fast. what you did made me uncomfortable and im not going to excuse that or say it was okay, but I could've handled the situation better. I know you had good intentions even if they weren't portrayed. I wish I was better at communicating. I miss you. I miss your friendship. I hate that three years of being inseparable led to us being separated like this. Ive tried to contact you so we could talk, but you blocked me. I would have blocked me too, its okay. but when I heard you were back with her, after everything she did to you, it broke me again. how could you choose someone that awful. how can you allow yourself to be hurt by her again. you deserve the world and she doesn't give it to you. I may not be able to give it to you either, but I would try. and if I couldn't then I would help you find it yourself. because you deserve to be loved as deeply as you love. I hope that you can forgive me. ive forgiven you. I hope that you can find pure happiness. I hope that you get better. I hope you know how much I love you, even though we didnt work out. you are pure light, dont let anyone try to shade that

2 years ago

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