My parents are divorced they've been divorced for about 4 years but my father was really abusive to me as a child. As a young girl it was really horrible that he would constantly tell me how I wasn't good enough and things like that. Now I met this guy at a shoe store and I think I might like him but I'm at war with myself. I tell myself I'm good enough and that O should be confident in myself. But I feel like he won't like me back and no one will so I shouldn't even try. It's very conflicting. I was suicidal a few years ago and today I'm not as much but sometimes I feel like it's a good idea because I feel like no one will want me.

2 years ago

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