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I have a wonderful wife and kids and somehow I ended up in this place I don’t know if it’s the working 80 hours and not sleeping and just over stressing about everything but it’s breaking me down I can’t turn to anyone I know I’ve started cutting and not eating and shutting down it feels like I’m just failing I think everyone would be better off if I wasn’t around my kids would be fine with getting by because of my life insurance I know it’ll be hard on them not having me around to lighten up their day but I just keep going to the best solution is for me to just leave this world behind everything is starting to feel pointless like I’m just going through the motions and it’s not good enough I’m hurting and trying to handle all this on my own when will these thoughts end does it take action to finally get the voices in my head to stop